behind the doors.. -rant- by theimperfect9, literature
Literature
behind the doors.. -rant-
"you don't have it that bad"
i hate when people say that. they think i live a perfect life. when in reality i'm just amazing at faking a smile. it's scares me how good i've gotten at putting a smile on my face every morning and walking out the door like nothings wrong.
in reality i go home everyday to an abusive house. where my dad is an alcoholic and beats me. in a house where my mother smokes constantly never caring that i am allergic to smoke and can barely breathe. i live in a house where i have taken over the role of a mom to my two younger sisters. in a house where my word means nothing. whatever i say is assumed a lie. everyday i go
behind the doors.. -rant- by theimperfect9, literature
Literature
behind the doors.. -rant-
"you don't have it that bad"
i hate when people say that. they think i live a perfect life. when in reality i'm just amazing at faking a smile. it's scares me how good i've gotten at putting a smile on my face every morning and walking out the door like nothings wrong.
in reality i go home everyday to an abusive house. where my dad is an alcoholic and beats me. in a house where my mother smokes constantly never caring that i am allergic to smoke and can barely breathe. i live in a house where i have taken over the role of a mom to my two younger sisters. in a house where my word means nothing. whatever i say is assumed a lie. everyday i go
my name's jenna louise. i have a boyfriend. i'm obsessed with andy six. i'm obsessed with zodiac signs. (i'm a libra if anyone is wondering) i have an addiction to the internet. any social networking site i have one. (probably) i'm addicted to vitamin water. i'm kinda a health freak. i'm a vegetarian. i love to model. black and white photos are my favorite. (if you hadn't noticed.) i need a photographer almost all the pictures posted on here were taken myself. (if anyone lives in minnesota please message if you would like to shoot for me.) i love my cat. her name is lacy. i have a dog. he name is mocha. (i'm not very fond of her though.) i have two little sisters. i was a gymnast for nine years. (but recently quit because of an ankle injury.) i have some mental issues.. (bipolar, ocd, insomnia, maybe depression?) i'm not a girly girl AT ALL. but once i'm dressed up for a shoot i love it. but otherwise i'm a skinny jeans and converse kinda girl. and you can ask me whatever. i'm a very open and honest person.
Current Residence: snowy tundra called minnesota. Favourite genre of music: alternative. Favourite photographer: TOO MANY. MP3 player of choice: ipod touch. <3 Personal Quote: whatever happened to sex drugs and rock n roll? all we've got left is aids crack and techno.
Favourite Visual Artist
TOO MANY.
Favourite Movies
donnie darko. (any horror film.)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
black veil brides. good charloette. picture me broken. asking alexandria. kesha. LOTS MORE.
YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME
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so today was national day of silence. which is where student in the united states vow silence for one to take a stand against discrimination and bullying against lgbt teens. the silence is supposed to "echo" the silence that gay teens live in because they're are isolated from others because of their sexuality. along with to make a statement. it makes the student s at school think abut all the voice that aren't being heard. and it makes a stand against bullying. i for one am very proud to say that i took part in this act for other second year in a row now. and since the day isn't over i still am taking that vow of silence.
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